Sometimes I wonder if it's more downs than ups. Perhaps.
It seems I have lived the past 6 months in a state of ambivalence. Well, I don't know what word to use either. God has been my support but sadly at the same time, I did not entirely believe nor trust in Him. Not even seek much of His help. I hope I do better in 2008.
Betrayal seems more hurtful than loss.
Maybe some things are just not meant to be.
Maybe I should not be so pessimistic and count my blessings.
I got a new job doing what I want to do! Plus new colleagues!
Oh and my childhood friend is getting married 13 months later - the first in my closest circle! Yoohoo. So exciting! Heh. What's more, it's a long awaited church wedding!
I feel happy but not entirely happy.
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