Wednesday, February 08, 2006

The feeling of hatred

I have a former "love-hate" friend. Now he has became a hated friend. I know I shouldn't hate but it's just too much to forgive just yet.

Short, selfish, arrogant, inattentive, know-it-all, trumpet-blowing attention seeker. I hate you. I want you to feel hurt, I want you to feel guilty but you will never see the point anyway. So I never want your friendship nor see you again.

How can you say you like me if you don’t understand my personality?
How can you say you like me if you don’t allow me to retain my own individuality?
How can you say you like me if you forget the important events in my life?
How can you say you like me if you insist on your way and don’t bother to think from my point of view?
How can you say you like me if you don't respect my views?
How can you say you like me if you don’t listen but only hear what I say?
How can you say you like me if you never pay proper attention to me?
How can you say you like me if you always put your interests before mine?
How can you say you like me if you tell my secrets to your friends?
How can you say you like me if you are just trying to get a relationship?
How can you say you like me if you are so full of yourself?
How cay you say you like me if you are so selfish?

Buzz off. Don't say I did you wrong, you never treated me sincerely. I am not obliged to accept you.

Stop asking me to start anew this friendship.
Stop making light of hurtful things you said and did.

"Sorry" does not cure. "you never meant to hurt" does not cure either.
Stop justifying your actions with reasons. You are not acknowledging my concerns.

Simon Tan SN, you suck!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wow babe, something must haf happened to trigger this. in any case, don't let it mar ur trip.... haf a good one.