Black inkie stinks!

1) I hate black ink! Stinky!
Proud, arrogant, think as "know-it-all", aggressive.

2) I am being bullied at work. Carry tales all you want. I answer only to God, not to man.

3) I have had enough of managers who do not support their colleagues/ staff. Then be manager for what??? Selfish prat only want to save own skin. Make me do so much work for a US$10K project when other managers have US$400K project and no trouble. Dumb, black inked ass.

Sigh!

My gastric pain acting up again... Stressed-related!!

Sigh. Was the subject of office politics recently. Though I erred too but imagine a manager who only cares about his own ass and would sacrifice you. Stands by doing nothing while someone else blasts you. My mistake, I blasted back but don't give me personal attacks. Another manager from Europe helped me out but not this local one. Appalling! Bet he told tales to my big boss.

I am now deflated. Defeated. I want to hide in a corner, I dreaded going to work this week and next. Oh Lord, help me, please. I am the end of my tether. I was too reactive, yes. My gastric pain acts up each time I feel uptight, nervous or whatever. Help me relax!

Then again, what do I care? We should not live to man's expectations, but to God's. Even if we are loathed by man, in God's eyes we are precious. God wants us to run to Him, into His embrace as He will put things right in His time.